I miss you!

Your slipping true my fingers and I find my self feeling more and more on my own without any love around me.

The sun is shining but in my heart a cold wind is blowing, I need you and I dont want to loose you =(
Spend my days outside to try and distance my self from all of my thoughts, but it's hard and it doesnt get better with time ... my mind still wander off your way and the tears soon fall again.
I love you I really do. Do not think you know how much or care for that matter.
Soon it will be time to let you go if we can not change this around ... it's not good for me that you do not show me attention anymore, love, time ... I need that!

Time to recharge my self again ... out in the sun with me and put the radio on and try and make my thoughts drown in the words of good wrighters.

<3